I committed suicide due to the overwhelming pain I have experienced for the last 24 years. I fell into a deep depression as a child and I have had few moments in my life where I was not battling its negative effects. I have become weary of living as a shell of a human being. I cannot fathom a time where I would be free from melancholy. I don't want to live like this for years to come. I want relief.
For clarification sake, my suicide was no one's fault. I could not find effective mental health treatment (obviously) and more importantly, the motivation to navigate the Mental Health System was lacking for me. Unfortunately, I was not able to be helped. The positive thing to remember is that I will no longer be suffering and I can truly Rest In Peace.
N.F.
Uhm, ... hopefully at least by now you're feeling, or at least mostly feeling, significantly better.
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