Recovering from a episode of major depression...

This blog shall document my struggle with a mental illness. I hope anyone that comes across it, will find inspiration to continue to live and live well. Be forewarned, if negative moods and actions affect how you feel or affect your well-being then don't read my blog. Otherwise all encouraging and carefully crafted criticisms are appreciated.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Imagination

The person I am and what I want to be are on two ends of the spectrum. My make-believe self is outgoing, adventurous, skilled, lovable; basically a cool chick. In reality, I am introverted, standoffish, fraidy cat; basically a geek/nerd.

I don't know how to bring closer to what I feel is my true self and my current condition.

Perhaps I need to develop some sort of ethical code or rules to how I shall live my life? I don't know.

Perhaps I should not do things the way I have before, but try to do things in a different manner?
That's the only way to expect different results.

Will I need to "fake it until I make it"? I'll try that, starting today.

No comments:

Post a Comment