I use to feel horrible about the following actions; not anymore...
1. Have lots of sex and like having it and telling people about it and asking people for it without being ashamed. Double the points if you are a woman. (My sense of worth took a nosedive because I thought since I wasn't pure as a child ---I was sexually abused--- I was worthless, now I know better. I won't front though, sometimes I do feel utterly worthless. It's something that I have to work through.)
2. Enjoy getting revenge on people who have wronged you. (I will take an eye for an eye. I don't feel better when I turn the other cheek; I feel like the other person got away with hurting me without punishment.)
3. Not liking my parents. Wanting to have to do very little with them. (They were abusive and let abuse happen to me, so when was I suppose to foster feelings of love for people who obviously didn't care for me?)
Morality can be broken down to categories that seem to restrict, such as Loyalty and Purity.
Morality helps you lead a good life? Not necessarily a happy life, but lead a life admirable to others. I don't think I want to lead a life that other people can read about and admire how I struggled and overcame or not overcome situations. I will lead a pleasurable life, as much as I can and for as long as I can because I have had enough of suffering.
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