Recovering from a episode of major depression...

This blog shall document my struggle with a mental illness. I hope anyone that comes across it, will find inspiration to continue to live and live well. Be forewarned, if negative moods and actions affect how you feel or affect your well-being then don't read my blog. Otherwise all encouraging and carefully crafted criticisms are appreciated.

Friday, January 14, 2011

Be the Bigger Person

Fuck that shit. Being the bigger person is nice in theory, but sucks in practice. All those "martyrs" die in the end.

I hate my neighbors they spit everywhere which is very annoying and just plain nasty. But even more irksome, they make a huge production out of it. They purposely go outside and make all kind of getting ready to hock a lugie noise and proceed to do so. Several times in a row. At different intervals throughout the day. They are disgusting and I am going to get revenge somehow. Eggs anyone?

That would be petty. Perhaps I should call someone's probation officer? Nah. That's overkill. Sigh what shall I do with my anger? Pray? Meditate? Is this a pop quiz from God checking to see how much I can tolerate. Sigh. Reading over this sounds crazy. But we all know I am certified crazy. I don't have to act on all those impulses though.

Cool. Journaling helps stave off crazy actions.

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