This blog shall document my struggle with a mental illness. I hope anyone that comes across it, will find inspiration to continue to live and live well. Be forewarned, if negative moods and actions affect how you feel or affect your well-being then don't read my blog. Otherwise all encouraging and carefully crafted criticisms are appreciated.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Abandonment
I dislike getting close to people for I fear that they will leave me when they know the real me.
Yeah, sort'a sucks and is hard - that abandonment/rejection is *never* fun or pleasant (well, almost never ... if they really sucked bad enough, sometimes it feels like a relief ;-)).
So, ... one keeps at it anyway ... why? Well, because it *is* actually worth it. Sooner or later (typically later) one finds folks that do well appreciate and understand you for who you are, and that don't abandon or reject you or run away, etc., but rather well stay with you, support you, continue to be your friend, and even love and support you.
Yeah, sort'a sucks and is hard - that abandonment/rejection is *never* fun or pleasant (well, almost never ... if they really sucked bad enough, sometimes it feels like a relief ;-)).
ReplyDeleteSo, ... one keeps at it anyway ... why? Well, because it *is* actually worth it. Sooner or later (typically later) one finds folks that do well appreciate and understand you for who you are, and that don't abandon or reject you or run away, etc., but rather well stay with you, support you, continue to be your friend, and even love and support you.